So much to blog about but no real desire to do so. I've rehearsed this post in my head for days and still have no idea what I'm going to type. I guess I'll just let you know what I've been feeling for the last couple of weeks. Betrayed mainly. I've been through a lot of crap these last few days. Let me start by saying that my personal life is wonderful and if it were not for my adoring husband, my son who is the delight of my day and my mother keeps me sane and grounded, I don't know what I would do. Just wanted to put that out there so no one thinks I'm saying my life is crap. The betrayal I'm speaking of is by someone I considered a friend. If you are hardcore into the scrapbook industry you know exactly what I'm talking about. If not, you most likely won't have a clue....and you have no idea how lucky you are for that. All I can say is this industry consists mostly of the average scrapbooker who is super sweat and very normal...however, this industry is also filled with some of the most hateful women you will ever find. Woman that quote are supposed to be preserving precious memories of their children, but instead decide to spread lies and hate across the worldwide web. Women who spout scriptures and riotousness but do the exact opposite. Women who hide behind anonymous posts and tare other women down without having any idea what the real story is or care who's lives they hurt in the process. These women are mothers, wives, daughters, sisters. They have families and lives too. But they get online and stalk and dig into people's personal lives. They post trash on smack blogs. They spend countless hours away from their beloved families to spread this trash. I'm done with it. All of it. I have a few "safe" places in the online scrapbook world that I will frequent but for the most part, I'm done. My life is just too important to me to let this crap bring me down.
With that said, I will no longer have anything to do with Dig Deeper Kits. What started out as a creative partnership (not a business partnership by any means) has turned into something very ugly and untrue. I came into this wanting to be a part of something wonderful and help a new friend out with some creative stuff. I stand to gain nothing and loose nothing from this industry. The only thing I have ever done in the scrapbook world was design stuff. I have never profited from any of it. Aside from a couple of classes, I've never even made a penny from this stuff. This is just paper and glue people. Some people are out to make a fortune in the industry. Some people are looking to scam. I am doing neither. I just make stuff.
This is the one and only time I'm going to waste my time addressing this. My next post will be about normal stuff. My life. My creations. My loves. My passions. For me, for my family, for my friends, for my supporters. If you don't like that, don't read it.